looking back on the months gone by,
as a new year starts and an old one ends.
when the clock strikes twelve on december 31st,
i was like, omg, is new year really coming? is this year really gone?
these years have gone so fast, don't you think?
sometimes i don't wanna let a clock passes my time away.
i want all of my good memories live on forever.
but when i rethink, i can keep it mine some longer if i wanna do.
no one can take it away from me.
no one is able to edit or delete things on my mind also.
so yeah, that's the way i think that i shouldn't afraid anymore,
because now i'm already know, it won't disappear.
but um, you know everything always has two sides.
for me there's only black and white, no gray.
right, i'm talking about some bad memories.
i don't understand why it never comes out.
however i try to forget and don't let it keeps on in my life.
seems like it always follows me wherever i go.
so bad but yeah, how should i do?
just let it be as a lesson. that's all. nothing more.
it was bugging me, but now i won't let it brings me down.
thanks everything that makes me understand more about myself.
i think now i'm almost ready to start again.
okay, new year, new life, new nap! let's do it!
well, i have one of my favorite quote to you. i love it so much.
"Dream what you want to dream.
go where you want to go.
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life and one chance
to do all the things you want to do."
yes, happy new year everyone!
(although it's late about one day and three hours. hahah)
may this new year brings newly found prosperity,
love, happiness and delight in your life.
and though time goes by,
i wish you all will always be what you really are.
you know you are the best yourself.
good luck guys!