valentine memories.

welcome to my once a month writing blog. lol
i have a lot of things to say but i have no freetime to write it all
well, sorry if i made you wait too long :)

yeah, valentine's coming.
some special memories are coming back too.

to you, the only one i love.

when i look back and see everything is not the same,
it makes me think about the moments we had together.
the sweetest kiss you gave. the word i love you i used to hear.
the word of goodbye you said, and the broken heart i have.
so weird that it can make me smile while i sad.

2214VD could you still remember this word?
10.14 p.m. on valentine's day, 2008.
same day, same time, but two years passed.

how are you? have you been alright?
could you remember me? could you remember who loves you most?
when you're tired, is there anybody cheer you up?
when you're feeling blue, is there anybody hold your hand?
is there anybody love you like i do?

i used to hope that someday i may have you back again,
but yeah, i know that it can't be true too.
cause you've told that you don't love me anymore.
and i know, even though i show the way i truly feel inside,
you won't come back anyway.

there's no you around here anymore.
everything we had maybe gone but it will never be forgotten.

the rose you gave me on valentine's day, now it's still here.
it makes me happy everytime i pick it up.
although it's just the simple one dead flower.
the puppy doll you gave me on my birthday, it's still here too.
i hold it every night before i sleep,
cause it is the one thing that can make me feel that you never leave.
although it's just the simple old doll.

i remember every breath you take, every move you make,
every word you say, every day you stay.
can't you see? you're so much important to me.
whatever i do, wherever i go, whoever i meet,
there's only your pictures in my head,
and however i try, i do remember, cause i just can't forget you.

time may take us apart. that's true, but i will always be there for you.
you're in my heart and you'll be in my dreams,
no matter how many miles between.
i promise you that i won't forget the day we kissed or the day we met.
the sky may fall and the stars may too. but i will still love you.

like i always write something like this every year,
every valentine's day,
cause everything inside never comes out right.

you don't have to love me back, i'm happy just loving you.
you will always be the one i love. the one i'm thinking of.
and the one who can make my world go round.

without you near me, there's no meaning at all.
i miss you so bad.